So, my back still hurts. It’s day three. One of the magazines laying around in the ER had an article on back pain. This article said that a typical time frame for back pain is a couple weeks. I cannot deal with this for two flipping weeks. So… What to do? Guess I’ll call my regular doctor tomorrow. And a chiropractor. I love those guys :).
Anyway. All of this pain and time off has given me space to think. The first thing that pops in my head is the old saying, misery loves company. And lord knows, I’ve been miserable for a long time. Does this mean I have purposefully lashed out at others? Have I subconsciously been throwing misery at my dear friends? I certainly hope not.
But it has definitely been a wake up call. Things need to change. Starting with myself. Crap. Now I sound like a Michael Jackson song. Shoot. Well, you get my point.
Going forward, words will be measured before being uttered. Actions will be weighed before put in motion. Not just my words and actions, either; but rather the words and actions of all with whom I interact.
And with that, I love you. And good night.